firstly..i wish mason happy birthday!hmmm today is a very bad day..hmmm..why lei? because i quarrel with cass because of some 2pig misunderstanding...so bad of mi scolding her CeeBye..wat a bad boyfriend am i...haha..but after i cooled down..i think that..hmm..maybe i am too stress about money stuff and abit tired of working so hard to get low pay..hais..how i going to get higher pay..wat job am i into in future..am i able to give cass happiness? these question pop out every 2-3 days..sometimes i cheated myself by saying..its ok..walk 1 step = 1 step lo..but hmmm..but very true that..i can't provide her anything but tears.. Work are getting tired..chiong so much get $40, china ppl come at 5 then leave at 10.20pm no stress about the sales..but i have to stay to 11pm , stress about customer service, sales..just because of $4 extra i have to be responsible for my pay..thats y i need to chiong alot and get all sort of scolding , bad face from customer..hais..damn tired everyday...then today quarrel with cass..hais..is my fault being so stubborn for not apologising earlier..i have made arrangement for not going work..cheated on xiao yan saying stomachache..on the other hand, i cannot dun have the pay today..lucky she call mi to work again.. sry cass..i know my mistake..i promise that i will not scold u bad words again..and hope that next time if i dare u walk off..pls do not walk off..cause i will get more angry and disappointed..cause i will feel that u next time will walk off mi without thinking...so pls kindly dun walk off...and hmmm last friday we went night safari..not zoo...hehe...we will be going to zoo before i go army..i promise..and today..i promise u de things..i will try to do it...hmmm...after we come back from our 度蜜月...i promise...haha...FORGIVE MI! K? ke lian ke lian 我！我爱你！